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Real Housewives of New Jersey

Jacqueline Laurita Hated Watching Teresa Giudice “Self-Destruct”

As the fourth season of The Real Housewives of New Jersey progresses, Jacqueline Laurita has had a chance to see things from a different point of view, specifically Teresa Giudice’s.

In her second blog for, Jac talks about losing Teresa and the possibility of a reconciliation.

She writes, “One thing I know is that I lost a best friend who I loved and always had the best intentions for. I only wanted to help and I wanted us and our families to be friends forever. I hated watching her self-destruct.”

“There are times when I'm still disappointed in things she did and said about me, and then there are times that I miss her very much,” she continued.

After watching some episodes from this season and reading Teresa’s own Bravo blog, Jacqueline was able to better see things from Teresa’s perspective.

“I realize that we were both right and we were both wrong. I wish her the best, and although I was happy to hear that she was happy, doing well, and appeared to have finally seen the light, a part of me felt sad that I am not a part of her life anymore.” she reveals.

As for that hopeful phone call Teresa and Jacqueline shared last week, Jacqueline remains cautiously optimistic about the future of their friendship, but doubts that it will ever be the same as it once was.

“When I called Teresa, it wasn't as warm and fuzzy as I expected. The bottom line was that we weren’t able to reach a resolution.”

Jacqueline candidly concluded, “I don't think that she will ever understand other people's emotions or what a true apology is all about. I don't feel that our friendship will ever be what it was, but hopefully it will at least get to a better place.”

What do you think, will Jac and Tre ever be friends again? Weigh in below!