"After seeing it all play out, yes, I was stupid — capital S-T-U-P-I-D," Alexis says about thinking that the night would go smoothly. On the plus side, Alexis gets to show off her spelling skills.
For starters, Alexis thinks Vicki started the night off on a weird note.
"Vicki thanking Tamra for allowing me to come is both uncomfortable and strange, and it sends the night into a tailspin," Alexis writes.
She says that Gretchen and Heather's behavior at the party was then unexpected.
"It shocks me that Gretchen pounces on me within six seconds of Tamra and I arguing," Alexis says. "Then, Heather jumps in when I'm already trying to diffuse Tamra and Gretchen. Now looking back, I should have walked out. But I was in defense mode."
Alexis says she had mixed emotions about getting asked to leave the party.
"I was humiliated, yet so relieved to get out of that environment," Alexis adds.