It’s usually pretty easy to find spoilers for Grey’s Anatomy, but it looks like they’re making us work to find out anything about the last episode of Season 9! The details of the finale have been kept confidential and under wraps, and now that the cast has read the script, they are under strict orders not to tweet the details.

Fortunately, Jessica Capshaw (Arizona Robbins) was able to give us some adjectives to describe the episode — hey, better than nothing! Recently, Jessica tweeted, “I have been cleared to give these tidbits about the finale... it’s gonna be awesome, sad, exciting, frustrating, beautiful, heartbreaking...”

Since these words could also be used to describe last year’s finale (which didn’t exactly work out how we hoped), we’re a little nervous! But we still can’t wait to find out what happens.

Are you excited about the Season 9 finale?