UPDATE: Jim Carrey Responds To Release of Girlfriend’s Suicide Note
UPDATE (7/8/16 at 10:17 a.m.):
Since the release of his girlfriend’s suicide note, Jim Carrey has spoken out on his wishes to keep the tragedy private.
The actor released a statement to E! News regarding the coroner releasing such intimate information.
“When I came to Hollywood to make it as a comedian, I soon learned that the details of my private life would be handed out to the media like free dinner vouchers. I never dreamed that the people I love most in the world would also be on the menu. What a shame.
Again, our thoughts and prayers go out to Cathriona’s friends and family during this difficult time.
ORIGINAL (6/23/16 at 3:03 p.m. ET)
The contents of Jim Carrey’s ex-girlfriend’s suicide note have been revealed, and the details are heartbreaking.
Cathriona White was found dead at her home in September 2015, three days after breaking up with the actor.
The 30-year-old’s death was officially ruled a suicide by the Los Angeles County Coroner’s office, with cause of death stated as “multiple drugs effect.”
In her suicide note, the Ireland native wrote, "I've spent 3 days now in disbelief that you're not here. I can go on brokenhearted and try to put the pieces back. I could, I just don't have the will this time.
"I'm sorry you felt I wasn't there for you. I tried to give you my best part," the letter — acquired by TMZ — read.
It is clear Cathriona was distraught after Carrey broke up with her, though sources close to the actor revealed the couple had not officially broken up but were merely taking a break from one another.
After pouring her feelings out for the actor in the letter, she continued matter-of-factly, “I don’t really know about burial or that sort of thing. You are my family so whatever you choose will be fine."
She ended it with, “Please forgive me. I’m just not for this world."
A toxicology report found four prescription drugs in her system: a mix of painkillers — belonging both to Carrey and herself – beta blockers and a sleep aid.
Sadly, this was not the first time the young woman tried to commit suicide. Back in 2012, she overdosed on pills in an attempt to kill herself right after her father passed away.
The day she died, September 20th, 2015, was actually the third anniversary of his death.
Our thoughts and prayers go out to Cathriona's family at this time.
If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts, visit the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline website or call 1 (800) 273-8255.