Credit: Instagram Photo: Khloe Kardashian Instagram selfie

Okay, at this point, we really want nothing more than to give Khloe Kardashian a big hug and maybe a tub of ice cream. The last couple months have been stormy for the 29-year-old reality star, who is reportedly separated from Lamar Odom amidst numerous rumors of hardcore drug use and cheating with multiple women.

After Lamar was spotted outside their Tarzana home earlier in the day October 1, we had hoped the sighting was a sign of a reconciliation on the horizon. However, that doesn’t appear to be the case if Khloe’s latest Instagram is any indication.

“I want a love so deep the ocean would be jealous,” Khloe ‘grammed with a lonely photo of crashing waves. 

Credit: Instagram

Ugh, rip out our hearts, why don’t you? Four years ago, it sure seemed to us like Khloe and Lamar’s love was at least that deep. Despite only knowing each other 30 days before they tied the knot, they've always seemed way more “real” than “reality TV” to us. But if all the reports about drug use and cheating are true, we're not sure what relationship could survive those conditions.

Are we overreacting? It’s certainly not impossible. Maybe Khloe simply liked the photo and accompanying quote and decided to share with her legions of fans. But something gives us the horrible feeling that it’s more than that.

Whether it’s with Lamar or out on her own, we hope Khloe finds her sunshine again soon. In the meantime, we're super serious about ice cream and hugs, Khlo. 

Source: Instagram

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