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While there was a  ton of drama that went down during Love & Hip Hop Season 4, one thing producers decided to omit was Cyn Santana’s tragic family loss. Sadly, Cyn’s older brother committed suicide this past November, and the 21-year-old reality star has been on a crusade to bring awareness to those in need of care and love.

Cyn recently took to Instagram to post a very heart-felt message to her deceased brother, saying:

“Tonight, I feel you in my presence. I didn't express my love for you while you were here and I'm sorry for that. I feel guilty… so I turn to social media to show my love for you.. To show the world that I love you and that I'm sorry this happened to you.. But then I press post and realize this doesn't mean anything. You're not coming back. And you left this world without knowing how much I really did love you. But I then realize that this simple post can do something because someone right now is going through what you went through. Someone right now is going to read this and realize suicide is not the answer.. And in your memory I will help those in need. Your story is going to save so many beautiful lives. I wish I could've saved you.. But you're now at peace and we now have an angel. It will always be 6 of us. I love you.”

We honestly commend Cyn for being so open about her brother’s untimely death, as well as her efforts to use his death as a means to help others out there going through the same situation.

We’re sorry for your loss, Cyn, but we totally admire your courage and strength!

What do you think of Cyn’s message to her older brother? Show your love and support in the comments below!

Source: Instagram