For reasons unknown, former The Real Housewives of New York star Jill Zarin was watching an old reunion special from one of her seasons last night (June 21), and it made her heart hurt.

Jill tweeted, “Watching reunion special brought back some deep feelings.so many of you asked if I am coming back this season. Answer..absolutely no. Sad.”

In case you haven’t been keeping up with Jill’s most recent thoughts, the former Housewife has been very busy blogging and tweeting about Season 5 of the franchise that made her a bold-faced name. Along with Alex McCord, who was fired along with Jill and Kelly Bensimon after Season 4, she has gone so far as to suggest her fans boycott the show unless she is invited back.

Still, Jill had just blogged about what a “great day” she had. How could an old DVD of the RHONY reunion affect her so much that her frown turned upside down?

Jill is having a family reunion this weekend in the Hamptons, but if you think she needs some words of encouragement, try tweeting her! Just don’t mention new girls Carole Radziwill, Aviva Drescher or Heather Thomson.

The Real Housewives of New York airs Mondays at 9 p.m. ET/PT on Bravo.  

Source: Twitter, Jill Zarin.com

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